Decision has been made

I saw a picture of myself today. Now, I know that I have put on weight - don't need a PHD to realise that, but to actually see me and then see a video of me too, ugh, REVOLTING! Was talking to a lady, that I hope will become a friend (we have become facebook buddies to keep in touch lol) who has been doing Jenny Craig. She looks GREAT

I have been opposed to JC in the past as I've always thought it was really expensive. And where it is, I NEED to find the money for it. I have spent thousands this year on lawyers, so now I'm going to invest some money in myself. 

This is now going to be a diary of a fat girl blog. Suck it up, or stop reading. I don't really care. This isn't really for anyone else to read, it's for me to vent.

I'll come back and vent after I start the program. Will have to be next pay day...just under 2 weeks away. I'm going to 'get in the zone' between then and now :)