Day 1

I had my induction in to Jenny Craig last night so today was officially my first day on the 'diet'. But something doesn't feel right. I'm full, I'm not hungry and I've been eating all day long. At least it feels like it. Snacking when I don't normally snack, eating breakfast when I don't normally eat...etc....how can it be a diet when I'm eating so much food? Bit scared that I'm not doing it right, that I'm over indulging because yeah....not hungry!

Oh and the food I had today was delicious. Thoroughly enjoyed it all. For dinner I got to have char grilled chicken and salsa and pumpkin mash and it was just divine. Was able to have a dinner roll and some zucchini with it too so was just great.

Waiting for the hungry to hit.

Oh, and I went walking on my lunch break. Going to do that every day!

So overall, day 1 was a breeze *thumbs up*

Decision has been made

I saw a picture of myself today. Now, I know that I have put on weight - don't need a PHD to realise that, but to actually see me and then see a video of me too, ugh, REVOLTING! Was talking to a lady, that I hope will become a friend (we have become facebook buddies to keep in touch lol) who has been doing Jenny Craig. She looks GREAT

I have been opposed to JC in the past as I've always thought it was really expensive. And where it is, I NEED to find the money for it. I have spent thousands this year on lawyers, so now I'm going to invest some money in myself. 

This is now going to be a diary of a fat girl blog. Suck it up, or stop reading. I don't really care. This isn't really for anyone else to read, it's for me to vent.

I'll come back and vent after I start the program. Will have to be next pay day...just under 2 weeks away. I'm going to 'get in the zone' between then and now :)